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Listen to the voices,  
They're offering me choices.  (Should I live or die?  Do I speak or lie?)  Twisting through my head,  
These thoughts that should be dead.  (Am I even real?  Are these things I feel?)  I can't take much more,  It's tearing at my core.  (Do I freeze or burn?  Will I ever learn?)  It's a smile that I'm wearing  As my sanity is tearing  (I don't need more questions,  I simply want direction)

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RootListen to the voices,  
They're offering me choices.  (Should I live or die?  Do I speak or lie?)  Twisting through my head,  
These thoughts that should be dead.  (Am I even real?  Are these things I feel?)  I can't take much more,  It's tearing at my core.  (Do I freeze or burn?  Will I ever learn?)  It's a smile that I'm wearing  As my sanity is tearing  (I don't need more questions,  I simply want direction) Root
in Open on 4/20/07
Random love poemWeary love trudges ever on,  and as it goes it falls upon,  a darkness-shrouded heart of hate,  innocence long gone.   
And yet still this heart does beat,  and pushes forth two weary feet,  shackled to an empty life,  It hopes to soon a purpose meet.   
As love infuses the battered thing,  a voice is heard to softly sing,  a tune of forlorn longing,  the heart's true purpose rings.  
 
The shroud is slowly lifted,  from the heart that is now gifted,  darkness is removed by love,  as the heart's contents are sifted.   
Eyes long dull begin to s Random love poem
in Open on 11/25/06
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Journal Entry: Sat Jul 19, 2008, 12:20 AM
So my plot for to end this account equaled epic fail due to girlfriend saying "NO, STFU".
Apparently it has sentimental value. I never really thought of it that way at all.

So, the account stays in a bare-bones state for an indefinite amount of time. Say....whenever dA shuts down due to mass fail.
Also, for the now, fuck you dA for having random 3-second maintenance 6 times while I was going through my stuff.

All watches will be cleared except a very small amount. Nothing personal.
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Edit-Fuck That
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As I was going through my account with a wrecking ball I realized that my girlfriend is right: I am an angsty little bitch. And I'm not bad at it. So there's a slight possibility of perhaps 1/150000 that I may spontaneously begin posting more whiny emo bitch poems and such along with a slew of mind-rotted humor that can only be inspired my dear friend Kyle. You crazy pot-smoking bastard (not really, but you can't tell).
Also, I find all this humorous. Why? Cause I'm up at 4 in the morning and everything is funny right now. Even the bizarre and awkward soft-core porn on the TV that my dad stumbled upon hours earlier.

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    !jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:13:25 AMFlagged as spam
    This comment is flagged as spam.
    Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

    Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


    It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

    but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
    =Ashlings:iconAshlings: Jan 7, 2008, 9:02:46 AM
    Yay chain letters. : D

    TAG!!!
    love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is YOU CANNOT RETURN THIS AS OF NOW

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    © Truth has never shown me joy, nor given me a brighter day, disappointment won't destroy all my love, come what may.
    I'm a lady moose, make all the boy moose go "MRAAWW." :eyes:
    ~MuselessShinigami:iconMuselessShinigami: Sep 30, 2007, 5:44:55 PM
    Happy Anniversary for you and Shiro-chan! <3

    --
    ~Dreams are created a little big so we have the chance to grow into them~
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: Aug 8, 2007, 5:16:11 PM
    I post on myself!

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    The Unthinking Majority: [link]

    Funny war-comic: [link]
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: Jul 19, 2007, 1:09:35 PM
    Well, they should. >/

    I don't care. XD

    More loves and misses. ; ;

    It's oki. <333333

    --
    Photography account: [link]

    Death Note club: [link]

    Yami no Matsuei Club: [link]

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: Jul 19, 2007, 12:48:21 PM
    xD It's cool, not many people really talk to me/look at my work/pay any attention to me anymore.

    =P I should comment on your's more often, I'm so neglectful =O

    Loves and misses as well.
    Sorry for the failure to see you till I was getting off xD

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: Jul 18, 2007, 11:27:49 PM
    XD Wow. I take up your whooooooooooooole pageview credit.

    I'm the only one that comments on your front page. XDD;

    That slays me.

    Loves and misses. <33

    --
    Photography account: [link]

    Death Note club: [link]

    Yami no Matsuei Club: [link]

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: Jul 8, 2007, 11:48:34 PM
    -misses greatly- T-T

    --
    Photography account: [link]

    Death Note club: [link]

    Yami no Matsuei Club: [link]

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 20, 2007, 8:51:37 AM
    Done :D

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 19, 2007, 3:18:52 PM
    Oki doki. <33

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 19, 2007, 3:18:25 PM
    Deviations of mine. Read them.
    <3

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 19, 2007, 3:10:47 PM
    o_O What?

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 19, 2007, 3:10:08 PM
    xD I will do my best mam. And dA better stop eating my messages!

    I'm ALWAYS on msn during the weekends, seriously. Gmail is a 1/50 chance type thing(chat) but I can always mail you from it.

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 19, 2007, 2:26:04 PM
    FAT. TWAT.

    Go read What If We Could and Pass It On! DDDDDDDDD|

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 17, 2007, 5:32:01 PM
    Graaaaaah!
    I have a Yahoo, Aim, GMail, dA, MS, and MSN account now, so there's NO FRIGGIN WAY that you can't contact me now. :]

    I added you on all of them,
    so..

    now it's just a matter of being on at the same time. XD

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 16, 2007, 4:20:54 PM
    Yeaaaa. D|

    Yep. Her and mama are friends. X]

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 16, 2007, 9:29:06 AM
    :D

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 15, 2007, 9:49:53 PM
    That sucks :/

    Oh, of course. She.

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 15, 2007, 7:49:13 PM
    That's enough for me. <33

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 15, 2007, 7:27:54 PM
    I haven't had internet for over a month. XD

    Yes. She's amazing. ;o;

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 15, 2007, 7:51:41 AM
    *swears on the Flying Spaghetti Monster and Buckethead's guitar*

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 15, 2007, 7:38:02 AM
    D: No internetz!? wut will j00 do!?

    Heh, at least you have a nice neighbor. And his net didn't go down for three weeks >.<

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 14, 2007, 6:26:22 PM
    Never in your life. XD;

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~Shiro-Kioku:iconShiro-Kioku: May 14, 2007, 6:08:46 PM
    X] Same, same, ne~

    Yep. I don't have internet no mores. D:
    I'm using a neighbors computah because God suddenly loves me. T^T


    but then, he stoped because their internet died


    and now it's back.
    Crazies. </3


    |D

    :heart::glomp:

    --
    Photography account: :tagLaceratedWings:
    DeathNote club: :tag0-DeathNote-0:
    Yami no Matsuei club: :tagYummi-no-Matsuei:

    Oh, I love hugging.
    I wish I was an octopus so I could hug eight people at a time!
    ~bummed-out:iconbummed-out: May 14, 2007, 10:05:48 AM
    I missed you too. Hell, still miss you. Where the hell did you go? I'm guessing you can't get to a PC or something.

    --
    "I am just a needle in your arm.
    I am just the skin around a scar.
    I am like a pill to help you heal.
    I was only trying
    To make you feel something." -Strata
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